part of my LIFE...HAPPY NEW YEAR 2011

its new year eve...

people like to sing AULD LANG SYNE right now...

but when I walked up to my boarding house, I just find a guy..

he is homeless and seeking something in the garbage.. try to find something.. I hope he knows tommorow the year has changing...

but in other parts of this world..

someone...or YOU maybe...

have fun with your fellas..

drinking something...eat everything...

and I sat on my laptop writing this and the HOMELESS guy still searching something from the garbage...

and now its 2 hour before new year...

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all about loser,dork,geek,emo,music,poet,book,novel,indie and Jacob Julian

FELIZ NAVIDAD

I KNOW its too late...
but i can feel the spirit...

so

people...

FELIZ NAVIDAD

MERRY CHRISTMAS 2010

AND

HAPPY NEW YEAR 2011

'GLORIA IN EXELSIS DEO...'

My other Blog...

I thinks..
i'm gonna make a blog...
not in here or other blogger.com
but in

TUMBLR.COM

just waited for it GUYS...

A New Toys again...

woohooo..
life is never flat...
LADIES AND GENTLEMEN OF EARTH'S...
I PROUD TO INTRODUCE THIS FOR YOU...

11/18/2010....

what are you doing if you get a day off...
for me it's time to eat...eat...and eat.... and dont forget to pray and now i dont remember to get love...
I'm not Julia Robert whaddaya say...





and then finish my book...
and read a lot of book that i bought yesterday...

now I'm reading THE GREAT GATSBY from F.SCOTT FITZGERALD...

HAVE A NICE ****ing DAY

further for this game

for now
i will always update about THIS COOL GAME...

you should check itu out about this game

coz this game call

YU-GI-OH! TRADING CARD GAME...
the MOST greatest card game ever...

COOL...

you can download the rulebook here...

find your way to play...

found a new game for this happy life...

I am obsessed
I am addicted

very...very addict to this game...

you should check it out...

this

find out what it is...

and try to figure it out...

its simple and tottaly fun...

ENJOY :D

this is my feeling....RIGHT NOW

first of all

I would like thanks to my Jesus Christ for give me breath till now :)

and for mom and dad...

I'm sorry, I cant doing a perfect time at college...
I thing my college its suck dear mom and dad..

this is dead end... I choose a wrong faculty...and now..i cant talk to you but my college teacher he's suck...

he never wont to help me to finish my final project...
and I cant do this all alone...

my friend??
they're going out with their own problem...

dear mom and dad...

if I cant finished this thing and get my diploma like your wished.

I just hope you're all not angry or mad...

this is my fault...

but now...
how i can finished this...

help me find a way out...

when you stuck with your final project title part 1...?

1. sleep
2. pray
3. hope genie on alladin movie come with 3 wish
4. blessing the satan and angel
5. if satan not work back to your GOD... GOD always effective
6. eat
7. if suicide its not the way better cut your hair
8. smoke
9. drunk
10. sleep and wait for part 2

thus is my heart when it's can scream...

The Kill lyrics
Songwriters: Leto, Jared;

What if I wanted to break
Laugh it all off in your face
What would you do?

What if I fell to the floor
Couldn't take all this anymore
What would you do, do, do?

Come break me down
Marry me, bury me
I am finished with you

What if I wanted to fight
Beg for the rest of my life
What would you do?

You say you wanted more
What are you waiting for?
I'm not running from you

Come break me down
Marry me, bury me
I am finished with you

Look in my eyes
You're killing me, killing me
All I wanted was you

I tried to be someone else
But nothing seemed to change
I know now, this is who I really am inside

Finally found myself
Fighting for a chance
I know now, this is who I really am

Come break me down
Marry me, bury me
I am finished with you, you, you

Look in my eyes
You're killing me, killing me
All I wanted was you

Come, break me down
Break me down
Break me down

What if I wanted to break?
What if I, what if I, what if I
Bury me, bury me

this time

5:38 am

time to go bed and sleep...

see ya

:))

no more smoking eh...

three days...

three MARLBORO...

what makes a man...

wtf

The most I do during my birthday 14-07-2010

The most I do during my birthday 14-07-2010
Watching tv till 3am at 14/07/10
Before sleep, Light up the candle and pray
Make a wish then blow up the candle; I mean the fire
Sleep at 4am
Wake up at 10am
Check my phone for bithday message; I have 0 message 2 message from clossets friend thx...
Check my facebook account and replay the notification; I have 25 notification
Check my twitter account and read my mentions ; I have no new mentions today (for 33 followers)
Breakfast
Watching 500 days of summer and from paris with love on my laptop
Playing rubiks cube then Sleep
Wake up at 16,30 pm
Watching mr. bean on tv
Take a bath
Write this article
Drawing on my sketch book till 9pm
Watching I am legend on tv
Watching tv until 2am
Pray and sleep
And my world running like ussually again
Wish u luck
Happy birthday JACOB

nederlands lose??

im sick and getting mad
angry and so f@#$ed up...

spain...

middle finger...

holland

u still in my heart...

GOD bless HOLLAND

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GOD BLESS HOLLAND....

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black version for mine...
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