thus is my heart when it's can scream...

The Kill lyrics
Songwriters: Leto, Jared;

What if I wanted to break
Laugh it all off in your face
What would you do?

What if I fell to the floor
Couldn't take all this anymore
What would you do, do, do?

Come break me down
Marry me, bury me
I am finished with you

What if I wanted to fight
Beg for the rest of my life
What would you do?

You say you wanted more
What are you waiting for?
I'm not running from you

Come break me down
Marry me, bury me
I am finished with you

Look in my eyes
You're killing me, killing me
All I wanted was you

I tried to be someone else
But nothing seemed to change
I know now, this is who I really am inside

Finally found myself
Fighting for a chance
I know now, this is who I really am

Come break me down
Marry me, bury me
I am finished with you, you, you

Look in my eyes
You're killing me, killing me
All I wanted was you

Come, break me down
Break me down
Break me down

What if I wanted to break?
What if I, what if I, what if I
Bury me, bury me

this time

5:38 am

time to go bed and sleep...

see ya

:))

no more smoking eh...

three days...

three MARLBORO...

what makes a man...

wtf

The most I do during my birthday 14-07-2010

The most I do during my birthday 14-07-2010
Watching tv till 3am at 14/07/10
Before sleep, Light up the candle and pray
Make a wish then blow up the candle; I mean the fire
Sleep at 4am
Wake up at 10am
Check my phone for bithday message; I have 0 message 2 message from clossets friend thx...
Check my facebook account and replay the notification; I have 25 notification
Check my twitter account and read my mentions ; I have no new mentions today (for 33 followers)
Breakfast
Watching 500 days of summer and from paris with love on my laptop
Playing rubiks cube then Sleep
Wake up at 16,30 pm
Watching mr. bean on tv
Take a bath
Write this article
Drawing on my sketch book till 9pm
Watching I am legend on tv
Watching tv until 2am
Pray and sleep
And my world running like ussually again
Wish u luck
Happy birthday JACOB

nederlands lose??

im sick and getting mad
angry and so f@#$ed up...

spain...

middle finger...

holland

u still in my heart...

GOD bless HOLLAND

found a great blog
FOR A WRITER ONLY....

check this awt...

KILLZONE

JAMES JEAN

just found a great artist

check this awt...

JAMES JEAN

KNVB

KNVB

I just link this from wikipedia...
just click on it...

I hope netherlands won FIFA WORLD CUP 2010 SOUTH AFRICA...

GOD BLESS HOLLAND....

some (emo) fun...emofwendz.com

I just found this URL
go and click
have fun...

W395

my new mobile phone just visit...


black version for mine...
nice...

Neutron Star Collision lyrics

Neutron Star Collision lyrics

I was searching
You were on a mission
Then our hearts combined like
A neutron star collision

I have nothing left to lose
You took your time to choose
Then we told each other
With no trace of fear that...

Our love would be forever
And if we die
We die together
And lie, I said never
'Cause our love would be forever

The world is broken
Halo's fail to glisten
You try to make a difference
But no one wants to listen

Hail,
The preachers, fake and proud
Their doctrines will be cloud?
Then they'll dissipate
Like snowflakes in an ocean

Love is forever
And we'll die, we'll die together
And lie, I say never
'Cause our love could be forever

Now I've got nothing left to lose
You take your time to choose
I can tell you now without a trace of fear

That my love will be forever
and we'll die
we'll die together
Lie, I will never
'Cause our love will be forever

just hearing this song right now...

cool...

Habis pulang dari nonton nie gw

Habis pulang dari nonton nie gw
Maklum movie – goers
Film yang terakhir gw tonton ( di bioskop tepatnya ) adalah

PRINCE OF PERSIA

Karena ditempat asal gw lahir belum ada bioskop yang nanyangin film yang update
Jadinya selama gw berada di suatu kota yang berhawa panas di JAWA timur, gw manfaatin kesempatan nonton ini...
Sempet kaget juga
HTM yang semestinya 15ribu perak mendadak berubah menjadi 20ribu
Wadepak
Trus gw tanyain deh akhirnya ke seorang cewek yang kerjaannya menyobek karcis di pintu masuk studio
Gw : koq naik ya mbak harganya...
Mbak :........
Sebenarnya dia menjawab pertanyaan gw tapi berhubung rame dan ga si cewek itu bicaranya pelan banget, gw ga tau kenapa harganya naek...
Huh
Whateva lah...
Padahal waktu gw ngantri tadi di monitor tempat penjualan ticketnya tulisannya masih 15ribu...
Yah...
Buat GALAXY MALL di surabaya tepatnya cinema 21 GALAXY...
Kasi tahu donk kalo harganya naik jadi gw bisa bawa uang extra...
Hufh...
Thats story for today...
I enjoyed it...

Have no reader

Have no reader
Update daily
What kind of stupid – fucked – things that I do to this blog
Read more WRITE more
Never give up
And I’m cheers for myself
And I enjoyed it
I’m always enjoyed anything I do for this life...
When the other people thinking I’m useless
I enjoyed it
Remember to enjoy

pilgub surabaya

Pada waktu post ini ditulis
Tempat gw tinggal sekarang
Surabaya
Bukan tinggal sebenarnya
Lebih tepatnya
Tempat gw
Tidur
Boker
Makan
Dan mengambil sedikit ilmunya
Sedang mengalami suatu masa dimana
Surabaya akan memilih kepala pemerintahannya lagi...
Alias pemilihan walikota dan itu terjadinya tepatnya besok...
Gud luk for u surabaya...


btw tumben nie gw omong politik...
wadepak...

benda itu,,,thats things...

Gua udah liat benda itu seminggu 5 jam lewat 18 menit 48 detik (kenapa bisa se detil itu ya...)
Benda itu ga ganggu koq... Cuma males aja kalo gw berdekatan dgn benda itu... ga tau kenapa...
Menjijikan..? engga..
Menakutkan..? engga juga..
Mengganggu..? kadang – kadang... tapi kebanyakan engga ganggu...
Gua juga ga risih liat benda itu...
But..
There is something ....
Something strange...
Something can make me complicated....
What is that...??
^^

Pernah berpikir bahwa ada yang tidak beres dalam hari2mu

Pernah berpikir bahwa ada yang tidak beres dalam hari2mu..
Sama...
Semuanya gw rasa menjadi rancu...
Udah tidak sinkron lagi....
Ga absolut....
Ga konsisten...
Udah ga sempurna lagi...( yang sempurna cuma TUHAN )
Something wrong....
Bukan karena gw pake baju ato kolor kebalik lagi...
Pokoknya ada something missing....
Hilang...
Dan sulit banget di cari....
Butuh peta deh kayaknya...

This Tuesday morning 25/05/10
My life so broken...
Handphone got broken
Mp3 player got broken
What should I do
Hope my stuff like compaq C510 can stay with me
Long live c510

walkman wm-fx193

Gw nulis posting ini
Ditemani walkman tua gw...
Sony walkman wm-fx193
Begitu yang tertera dibelakang benda tua ini...
Sekarang tahun 2010-05-16 jadi benda ini sudah kurang lebih 9 tahun di tangan gw dan baru agak2 rusak tahun 2009 awal...
Wuih...
Udah lama benda buatan jepang ini...
Its amazing....
I’m proud of you,Doraemon...
But now, its really difficult to find cassette of my favorite artist...
Music shop and cassette shop in my town in really mf...
Kaga jual kaset tape lagi...
Mereka jual cd yang gual kaga punya playernya...
Wtf...
If u read this and want share about ur cassette collection just comment me...
Hope this work...

sedikit tentang radio di kota saya...( a little things bout radio in my city)

Pas lagi nulis postingan ini...
Kuping gw lagi dijejelin ama headset en walkman kesayangan gw...
I’m listening radio now...
Hari ini 16/05/10 Sunday 19:23 pm
Radio gw menujuk ke arah frekuensi 100.5
Gw tinggal di madiun, EAST JAVA
And in my town, this frequency known has name
DCS fm...
Dan sekarang acaranya ROS...
Singkatan dari ROCK ON SUNDAY...
Acara ini hanya memutar lagu2 khusus rock aja...
Sekarang mah emang ga jam musik2 cemen,mellow...
Acara ini dua jam mengudaranya... and its really TIME TO ROCK !!!
Dipandu dengan penyair ( apa penyiar ?) yang gw kagak tahu namanya, nie acara lagi muterin lagu dragon force...
Dragonforce-through the fire and flame...
I’m acctually not listening this show every Sunday...
Kebetulan aja hari minggu ini gw masih ada dirumah belum balik ke SBY buat kuliah...
Jadi..
So...
If you find this blog and read this post and you live in madiun...
Contact me with my twitter, or facebook or myspace...
And gw ga berharap salah seorang crew dari DCS fm madiun membaca postingan gw...

Apakah aku termasuk orang dengan penuh ego(ego)

Apakah aku termasuk orang dengan penuh ego....
Sebenarnya tidak...
Itu hanya dari kacamata orang lain saja (kebetulan sekali kacamata gw minus)..
Jangan harap lebih...
Pikirkan dulu jika loe emang ego...
Seberapa pedulikah elo ( bukan penyanyi...) sama orang lain bisa meengukur tingkat ke-egoan loe...
Jika ego mu tinggi selamat anda termasuk orang sadis...
Di lihat dari kacamata saya lagi (yg tadi minus..)...
Saya orang yang ‘emo’ bukan ‘ego’ jadi saya tidak termasuk dalam kategori ini...
Maaf....
Sorry...
Gomenasai...
Think ur self kids....